He is Everything

It's like everything has changed.

now when I look into his eyes

I see a radiance

a shine.

I see everything I want.

and it's beautiful.

It really is.

It makes me feel more amazing than I ever have.

but it scares me,

That feeling of complete euphoria.

The little twinkle of a smile I get when I think of him.

The zap I get when I think of how much he cares.

It's so bad.

Because even though my vision has changed

my fear has grown.

I'm still afraid of being shattered.

even more so now than ever before.

Because he is everything.

now,

he is all of it

and I don't know how to handle that.

I've never known,

I've never needed to.